Stressed! (It's just Desserts spelled backwards)

Auugh, so much stress, this should not be happening, this was supposed to be a fucking simple summer job, not this escalating shitstorm of stress and workplace politik. It can only get better from here...at least I hope so.

I wish i had the resolve to deal with my emotions......or at the very least be honest to myself about what im feeling. I dunno if its part of my overall passive nature or what, but it seems that I have a great deal of difficulty acknowledging how I feel about a person, nevermind actually being honest to the person im feeling that way about. It really sucks sometimes.