So much to say, such an inablility to put it into words

So, lots of shit has gone down lately. Im going to try and build it into something cohesive and bloglike, and we'll see what happens.

So, Ontario Place is a good way to start i guess. That place is both the bane of my existence and a source of great fun, if that makes any sense at all. I love the people, well, some of the people, to death, theyre truly awesome. However, the levels of ever increasing bullshit that I seem to have to put up with is prompting me to step up my adoration of caffeene ever so much.

It also doesnt help that my feelings, apparently recovered from the lovely little hell they went through earlier in the year, are back into the picture. Pain in the arse sometimes.

Rattle and Hum is a fucking great album. It has some of U2's best, yet least accessible material.

I seem to be cursed with a need to look back and analyze my past actions. Specifically, Im thinking about how i dealt with the whole situation involving her. Imean, I kind of inadvertently cut her out of my life, we went from seeing eachother a few times a week to not seeing eachother at all. I guess, and it was inevitable, I do miss her. Imean, all things aside, she was a really good friend to me, i just dont know what to do. I cant fall again, that much i know.

I wish i could just sort everything im feeling right now out, and come to some sort of cohesive knowledge about what im feeling, and what to do. Fuck, i just want to be happy, is that too much to ask.

Please excuse the emoness

Joe