Frustration

I guess today was both a personal success and failure for me. I am, without a doubt, past the whole phase of "not wanting to interact with people and making up lame excuses." I actually want to hang around with people and whatnot. My only problem now seems to be the whole "interaction" part of the picture.

I guess Nadia put it best when she said that I laid on the "alkward sauce" pretty thick tonight. It's strange, it seems like my whole problem is just being myself among a large group of people. I'm ok when I'm around people that I know, or even one or two people I dont know particularly well. But get me in with a group of people many of whom I dont know, and I'm like "gah, what do I do?!?!?!" I generally wind up kind of seizing up and getting really quiet and being generally alkward and its not good times. Im going to have to deal with this, Im just not sure how.