Give me one more day....
...And still I'd never do anything
My first LJ post is exponentially better written than anything I've posted on this blog. I'm not sure if it was a fluke or what, but from now on the LJ is for official bloggins, and this is for...well...whatever the hell it is I do right now.
Well, I decided that running for editor in chief of ProTem was probably a dumb idea. I really haven't the faintest idea how to run a newspaper, and since my goal would have been to NOT run the thing into the ground, it's probably not the best thing to go into completely blindly. The goal is simply to make RG better next year, and I'll be happy with that
Threepenny opera was pretty good...I should know better than to doubt Becca's judgement...or probably any drama major for that matter, at least when it comes to theatre related stuff
Seriously, it would at least provide some sort of justification for the stupid shit I do...like downloading Falco's entire discography...which I did last night...
Six chord progressions, two melody lines I've been rearranging for a good 6 weeks, and far too many pages of paper later, I think I've written something decent sounding. I don't know if it is because I resolved it to be unfinishable, but stepping away and coming back to it seemed to be the formula. Hell, going through my old notebooks, I think I may even have some lyrics that could fit with it. Regardless though, I'm very happy with myself
If hell were to operate similarly to our judicial system - various lengths of sentences depending on what you did - how much time would I get for accidentally sucking up a cross while vaccuming? Because I kinda did that today, and for some reason my extremely devout catholic mother found it hilarious.
Did retardedly well on both of my driving pretests. Turns out I'm a model YD Student, as my adherence to their sub habits is really above average.
I've come to the realization, after a lot of thinking and talking to people who know me, that I'm not really a "pour myself into something" type of person. That is, I think that I seem to be more of a fringer than anything else - I get multiple things going at once, distribute my energy among those things as evenly as possible, yet never fully get involved with any of them. I don't exactly know why I'm like this, but it can be immensely frustrating at times. There are tonnes of things that I want to put more time into, yet it seems as soon as I try to "buckle down" on one thing, two more are creeping up on me and demanding my attention. The end result, at least for the past couple of years, has been a feeling that everything that I have worked on has been done somewhat halfassedly, or at the very least not given 100% of my energy.
I find it hilarious that I can go back to the Loblaws I worked at for two years, and none of the people I worked with recognize me, yet my old manager that left my store a year before I did recognizes me by name from 20 feet away.